Tuesday, March 24, 2009

Well here Goes!

Wow, it just seems like yesterday...... sometimes I wish it was, but no we are here now and slowly getting through the days. We have good ones and we have bad ones but are managing to get up in the morning, (thanks to our two beautiful boys) they are helping to make life go on.
Shane has been getting enough work to keep a roof over our heads, which is wonderful. Even from people outside our friends and family, so we should be ok in the long run. Times are tough but we are managing to get by. Shane still has avenues to explore with his home maintenance business, we have only just hit a small part of the market with patios, he has the real estate industry that he hasnt even touched yet.



Brent and Liam seem to be going ok at the moment. Brent is very busy with homework and his wonderful girlfriend Lidija. They went to their Year 11 ball at the end of February and they looked just beautiful together. They are keeping us on our toes with the relationship, trying to test were the boundaries are and what they can do before we say no. Which is quite often.



Liam is going good at school and enjoying Year 6. (Oh my goodness were has the time gone!) Liam had is finals of Friday Night Baseball last Saturday and they won so now he will play on April 4 in the Grand Final at Baseball Park. We are all very excited.

We also had my brother Chris' wedding on Friday Night and it was beautiful, bit emotional on many levels but they looked fantastic together. Chris touched me deeply with his vows and how heartfelt they were, Congratulations Chris and Alana. Now we will be waiting for the tiny patter of little feet. (Liam will be happy he will not be the youngest anymore!)



I am taking each day slowly and not expecting too much from myself. Have been offered 3 hours work at the Primary School each week and that does seem to be helping. Life is very different at the moment and am just trying to work out were I fit in again. It is very strange trying to come back into society after 2 years wrapped in cotton wool. My brain does not seem to hold the information in anymore, so am having to write everything down and then it gets jumbled up.

The family all went away for the long weekend in March in our Camper trailer, which was a lot of fun. (I was very surprised how well I did!) It went so good we decided to book in again for Easter weekend. So I am hoping it doesn't rain too much. The boys are very excited.

Well, there, not so bad after all, lol. Need a new box of tissues now.

Missing our Angel James Everyday.
Love you sweet boy of ours.
Run free
Laugh and giggle again!
Free from pain.
Missing you everyday.
Mum